Insomnia

On an oasis in the darkness
I'm overcome by my weakness
Dreams of success clash with experiences
leaving my body and mind sleepless
Insomnia wreaking havoc and wreck
Desperate to reach a dream state
but my attempts won't connect
Wishing fate would shut my eyes
and fade me out
Combination of fear and hope
keep my battered legs on route
During the day I walk up right
on different worlds
it's so vivid
Such power, role playing played
a role in making me agitated
and livid
So eager to escape from insurmountable
set backs
I tossed and turned in all directions
but my eyes remained closed to the facts
My recurring nightmare should induce
sleep seamless
Instead my clock-radio reads
3 am ceaseless

I'm tired