So, mom if you were alive right now today would've been wonderful.
It's your birthday so we'd have a blast, just chillin' on the beach like we normally do.
Me, you, Aaliyah and dad.
But it's been 6, almost 7 years since you left us.
We're still holding on but at the same time still missing you.
When I have a daughter someday, I think I'll name her after you.
-sighs-
Don't know whether I should cry, or just hold shit back.
All I know is, I miss you Mom.
R.I.P.
It's your birthday so we'd have a blast, just chillin' on the beach like we normally do.
Me, you, Aaliyah and dad.
But it's been 6, almost 7 years since you left us.
We're still holding on but at the same time still missing you.
When I have a daughter someday, I think I'll name her after you.
-sighs-
Don't know whether I should cry, or just hold shit back.
All I know is, I miss you Mom.
R.I.P.
5 comments:
Yeah, her birthday is today, she wouldve been 48
happy birthday to your mother too, how old would she have been?
Today, no sadness... no tears, no pain. Just our memories of them, and our love for them. It's still fresh for me but I'm learning to be strong. I can tell you are.
She would've been 41 today.
Today, I'm trying not to cry but just reminisce on those good memories I have of her.
I try to be strong, just for my little sister.
It's been hard but over the years it just happened.
With time, you'll get even stronger.
LOL @ your last Two comments, yeah were conversing through blogger...
but I suppose time makes us stronger, with that.. It also takes faith you know. I wasn't always such a spritual person but the losses ive had in my lifetime made me search for something of worth... And I guess he's been there all along..
Its good your strong for her, wish I had that with my older siblings.
Exactly, ironic you said cancer... my mother passed last year from breast cancer, Doc said it got so bad it started eating at her other organs...
But absolutely, it takes what you've been doing all along. Took me months to just stop the nightmares. I was so bent, I moved away from everybody...
Not the best move but it felt right at the time.
Tomm. will be better, right?
btw, my name is Carmine, nice to meet ya.
Really sorry to hear this, and your loss. She was strong, to loose it for the time she did.
But, are you still shutting people out? Can you sleep? Without the pain that is..
Today is tomm. a new day, for you I hope
I added you to my blog though :)
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